realize

2,3 ari yg lalu ak mmg cgt nk cari awek then something ak prasan.ak dh lme xkapel.ak slesa single.even ak dh lpe nk ayat awek mcm mne.ak gay?xde lar.ari tu mmg ak nk cari awek cgt2x.mcm owg xcukup kasih syg gamaknye.hha.dlu waktu ade awek mmg bez.kdg2x rse diri dihargai ble awek mbek brat.tp last2x rse mcm sampah lps kna campak ngan awek jauh2x.hha.mcm anjing kurap dilayan nyer.ak bkn pengemis menagih simpati.dh campak ak kre pts talak tiga trus lar kan.xde rujuk2x blk.t ko uat bnda sme jep kat ak.ak nk tgk sgt org2x yg sme waktu dgn nyer lak yg kna mcm 2.msty sronok.ak jhat?yelar ak mmg jahat.jahat2x ak xrogol ank orng.xcuri barang org.xrompak org.xbunuh org pon.hha.eh dh lari topik nie.


bru2x nie,ak rapat ngan sorang gurl nie.then she starting to call me baby boi.adoi.ak xske.tp xpe lar kwn jer kan.lps 2 dier mtx kapel.ak kte sbar lar dlu.hha.then dier kate kte kapel n then klu ue ske kte trus kapel 4ever.4ever?possible ke?hha.klu ikot jam ak kapel ngan die bkn kapel lar trial period kapel ngan dier dlm 17 jam jer kowt n then i ask her don't want to continue.bkn nk sakitkn atiew dier ke pe juz ak mmg dh x reti nk kapel.n then she say ok.ah i know i breaking another person feeling.adoi.sori.ak xbley nk kapel ouh.ak ske hidup ak tenteram.ak ske tido yg x dganggu.n ak xske kna paksa kna col2x.ak xske ble time ak nk tdo kna msj.ak x ske smua nyer 2 dan etc.dlu ak ske lar tp skunk dh stahun ntah ar.pntu atiew tertutup nk trime seseorg dlm idop.ak sdar yg kapel nie smua nyer sia2x.ak hbskn duit.mase ak.n yg plg pnting skali ak hbskn rse syg ak kat sstgh insan yg at last campak ak.penat lar mcm nie.esknyer dier antar msj...

fris would ue like 2 be my bf??u cn try..
i luv u more den fren..
i cnt acpt u as my friend..
i wnt u 2 be my bf..


tp ak btol2x x bley.nk try?mls ar.tkot t last2x ak yg kna campak jauh2x.so let it be lah.i can live without love.single smpai hbs spm?cbaran si bdk mate sepet itu.hha.i will think about it.


last word
I want to make a time machine and go back in time.If it wasn't for all the thing happen,not only I could enjoy falling in love but also wouldn't not have to feel the pain.

*ak mnusia yg lemah....
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